My Dad's in the Hospital

My dad has a cyst in his spine and he's in the hosptial right now. It took four of us to convince him to go to the hospital today. He's taking 50mg of Oxycotin and it's not doing anything for the pain. I haven't heard anything yet. But I am so stressed out I'm shaking and hyperventilating. I'm smoking more cigarettes than I ever had it's almost been an hour and I'm almost done a pack.

I need someone to save me....from myself. I am so stressed and depressed it's not even funny.

If there's a God. And I"m praying there is. I hope He can hear me. I need help. I need my dad.
March 6th, 2009 at 02:02am