First Impression Last.

I just put that as my title because it has the word first. Lol But anyway, this is my first time writing a journal entry here. And right now, I am in the mood to write. So a while ago, I was in my room and well beasically my mom and dad are having a fight. A silent one because it was done over the interwebz. I just want to help my mom but well, I guess I don't have to interfere with it. The thing is, I've been struggling with my mom, she doesn't know that I have this hidden hatred towards her. What I'm trying to say is, I want to change that, I want to erase all of my hatred towards her because I have not been the way I was in front of her. I seem so cold and careless. I want to change. But hell, it's going back again; that thought of ignoring her. I'm trying to distract myself right now. I hope all goes well between my parents.

And this entry has no unity and coherence. I'm aware of that.