This is a nerd post.

UHgh I'm freaking out about stupid NCEA.
it's been 6 weeks? and I haven't gotten a single excellence this year!! What is wrong with me...?
I have broken my 3 year Math with excellence record. uhgh!
I mean merit's okay.. and it didn't really count because it wasn't an NCEA thing... but on my report for the first time ever it's going to say 'merit'

This sounds more nerdier than I intended.... lol

People are.... gaping at me! lol

*cries*

I mean, I know failure fuels success and all, but i'm just really really worried.
My math teacher's are the two worst teachers you can have for extension maths. uhgh!
But like... other people seem to have scraped excellence... how?
Mind you, I was very very close.

Uhghgh i guess I jsut have to keep being...... positive. Cant afford to fall into a spiral of depression at this stage....

I'm SO busy this year! And I'm so exhausted so once again my goal is to.... SURVIVE.

I discovered I need 50 excellence credits for NCEA with Excellence.
I already have... 6
So I need like 44 more....
I can do this. I can do this. I can do this.. I can do this...

Yeah sorry this is so boring.. what's happening in my life that's interesting??

Nothing much.
I'll repost when something exciting happens lol...

Oh I know! I'm going on my first Geography fieldtrip next week, to volcanic zones and the auckland museum. So it will be a FUN as day with the guy who thinks I'm a freak! [Note the sarcasm]

ALTHOUGH... the teacher DID say that 15 people from another class was coming along with us... so0o0o0 as my friend is in that class... I hope I'll go with her.

Actually, what i'd really want is to go with my OTHER friend [who happens to be a guy]
but I don't want to ditch people...

hahaha decsions, decsions... I hope I spelt that right...
I don't even know if i'm ALLOWED to go with people not in my class......

hmmmph.

Always something to look forward to... Drawing rocks.

Yup.