S.O.S

I need advice. Ok, there's this boy I like, let's call him Danny. Danny just happens to be a friend of mine. He's really sweet. A complete geek, but one of the nicest guys I've ever met, and I want to ask him if he likes me. No problem right? Wrong, ever since my freshman year in high school I have had serious self-esteem issues ever since this asshat almost ruined my life.

Ok, this is where it starts, back in my freshman year I fell in like with an asshole. I made out with him in my room one night (I know I sound like a slut but I'm not alright?) and he told me to suck his dick. This is where I said no, because I am straight edge. He didn't like this. I didn't know this at the time, but he decided to tell everyone at my high school that I was a lesbian. I have never had a boyfriend and now I doubt I ever will. It completely alienated me from talking to anyone my entire freshman year and almost ruined my life.

I'm worried that if I tell him I like him he'll say he doesn't like me back. I don't think I'd be able to live with myself if I was embarrassed in front of him like that. I can't stand rejection.