I'm scared he's gonna break my heart

I normally end up falling in love with the most ridiculous guys... the ones I can't get, the ones that see me as a little sister, and so on and so on. But this time I really could have found Mr Right, if only I didn't kiss his best mate. I always get scared of getting too close to guys, being hurt so many times by them does that to you. I just wish he would sweep me off my feet, be there for me when I need him and just be the guy I need. He's like the missing peice of this fucked up puzzle I call life, he makes me smile till my cheeks hurt and is content with hugging in the freezing cold for two hours. He just seems like the perfect guy.