Just sit back and relapse again.

I almost cut earlier, I had my knife kinda grazed it against my wrist but it didn't like slice the skin it just left a red mark, because my dad screamed at me for getting food at 10pm, and it just made me really upset and pissed and I about started crying then him then him and my mom started to argue and it just pushed me farther I hate my life sfm.

I do not need to cut I know this.

I'm really hungry i haven't eaten like all day well I had a little bit of food but not much.

I should go eat, but I just don't wanna go out there even though it is 4 am.