I MUST ***IN' STUDY!

fuck, i must study, like, a lot! u_u
i hate this feeling that you are not doing enough, like, never.
The more you do something or really strive yourself to do this, the more people extort all of your energy or whatever you can say and imagene of it, and goddamn i'm just in high school, and i'm not even near of my final exams,i mean, not this final exams that you do to pass classes, but to enter in a college, and hell, i'm freaking out before the time, i fell like there such an expectancy from people over me that i have to always give the better, and better and better, and i'm not doing this.... oh, fuck off! some times i'd just wanted to be like the most of my friends and people who i know, but than again i ask myself if this is REALLY what i want and if this is the future i aspi!re to me...

such a drama queen... q :P or not. >_<' who knows.