Why must it be me?!

Ok, well today I just found out that my friend is going to Japan in July and he's bringing people with him. I was invited to go, but sadly I'm too nervous to ask my mom because I'm almost positive she'd say no. His mother is going with the group and I told him that if he spoke with my mom, maybe she'd agree to it, yet as he hates talking to people, he won't do that. I really X 100000000000000000000000000 want to go to Japan. It's been one of my dreams to go and now I'm torn between wanting to go and asking my mom. I'm scared that she'll say no because it's not like going to a different town in New Jersey or a different state, it's a completely different country which is on the other side of the world.

This is something I really wish I could do because I've been dying to go. If only I knew how to ask my mom if I could go. This is my dream, one of my dreams, and I've been dreaming of this day.
March 20th, 2009 at 08:57pm