Fickle leads to Trouble

Is this for legit?
Because honestly it's making me sick.
Every word that's coming from your mouth is adding a new distaste to my mouth.
I thought you were the last one of them left,
and even in cheating you still seem to be a gentlemen.
Casually guiltless, I know, I know, you're doing no wrong.
Because what's been said isn't cheating.
(though it might as well be)
Saying you don't understand doesn't make you any less guilty by the way.
Here I go again being weighed down with the guilt someone else should feel.
It's a recipe for disaster, not one that I'm willing to make.
But as words spew from my fingertips I'm getting caught up in the miles of words I don't mean and probably never will.
It's a back and forth mystery, I'm not content.
Judge just hold me in contempt, I'm safest in your hands.
That way maybe we will never speak again.
I'm too fickle for this mess,
you're too committed to even be able to think of diving in.
(that's speaking ethically of course)
I'll carry the weight of a guilty conscious for both of us.
Fickleficklefickle leads to troubletroubletrouble.
I'm a little bit more than even I can handle.