Friends!

I love my friends to death! Some of them I know I couldnt live without because they are part of who I am! But sometimes I feel they should do more to prove that there my friend, if that makes sense. Like they should tell me whats bothering them sometimes or text me back when I text them and just simple stuff like that. I know I probally do the same, but sometimes I just need a little proof that they can be the friend I want.

Like tonight my parents are gone so I asked my friend to come over so we could get drunk and watch movies or something. She was like yeah sure Ill see you at seven. Then didnt show up and I got no text or phonecall to say why. So I phoned her and she said she forgot....um I dont think so.

But then theres other times when she is the friend I want. Makes me laugh, sticks up for, parties with me. I dont know if im being selfish thinking that they should do more. Maybe its me that should do more. But friends are sometimes all you have in this world and I just want to make sure I have the right ones and not ones who will tear me down.

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