advice needed

Ok well here goes the story...

I met Ron when I was nine, we both moved around a lot so we really did't have long to get to know each other. But through all the moves I was able to stay in contact with him, and persoanlly I have a lot of feelins for him that doesn't cover just being friends.

Well yesterday I found out that he is dying, Yeah I know harsh right? Well here is the worst part. he was given 6 months to live, 5 months ago. He never told me till last night. It hurts more then anything to think that I might lose him. But it hurts even worse cause he did't tell me till now.

I just Don't know what to do or how to deal. I can't talk to my mom cause she does not care, and it is hard to talk to my friends. please any help will be greatfully accepted. thanks.

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