Guys are ***s.

Every since I was little, guys have been compete dicks to me
and last night pretty much sum'd up everything.

When I was 6 I was force'd so handjob my neighbour.

My father was NEVER around and still hardly is.. He always works on my birthday and normally misses christmas.. Not to mention the only thing he says to me is "Im home"

Every guy who makes fun of me, calls me a slut, whore, idiot ect. when I go for a walk.

Dan, who was my best friend till last year when he told me he loved me, I was happy..We did some sexual stuff and he broke off the love he said he had for me and broke our friendship off too, a couple days before my birthday!

And last night..Oh my God.. The guy I thought i'd never get over, the love of my life. Josiah.
He took my friend into a room at a party last night and made out with her..Could've been more but how the fuck would I know! And when he was leaving he kissed her INFRONT of me.
I'm sure he must know im crazy about him till and thats what makes it even worse.

UGH!! Guys are dicks.
I need to find people who actually care.