Soo...

It has been a while since I wrote one of these.
Lets see what's changed since I last wrote one...

1. It stopped snowing!
Yay!!! You have no idea how happy I am for that. I love when it doesn't snow. Actually I'm not a big fan of cold anyway. As a photographer I love the snow through a lens. But when I don't have the camera, it's a different story.

2. I went to Israel.
I had the best time of my life there. It truly felt like home to me. I have never felt safer and happier in my entire life. It was such an amazing experience. I could talk non stop about it. I could probably write a separate journal entry on it. I have that much to say. I also have tons of photos which can be seen on my myspace and facebook. I also got to see my boyfriend! I was so happy about that. I could probably also write a journal entry on him too. Seeing him even if it was for just a few hours for two days made my trip. I can't wait to go back. I love Israel so much and not just because of my boyfriend.

3. I reapplied to college.
I HATE not being in college. I never thought I'd ever think or say something like that. In high school I was your typical "I hate school" girl. I hated it! High school is just so cut throat. Plus my school just sucked. No wonder I liked going to BOCES for half the day. I seriously would have dropped out of high school if it weren't for BOCES. But supposedly college is different. It's more "free". It's not money free that's for sure.

4. I decided to restart my modeling career.
YUP! You heard it here first. I have officially decided to give modeling another chance. I didn't stop because I was bad at it and not getting any jobs; because on the contrary I was getting tons of offers and I'm really good- Not that I'm being cocky or anything. Something has to pay the bills. I have a video shoot coming up which I'm excited for. It's a hair styling video. This will be my first hair model experience as well as video experience.

5. My job is over.
So I had the best job I could ask for, for almost 4 years. You have no idea how upset I am that it's over. I think I'm just going to write a journal entry for it instead.

6. I have a drastic friend and personality change.
You have no idea! People are just shit. They really are. I am a really good friend. I am there when ever someone needs me. Apparently that means it's okay for people to take advantage of me and use me. The answer is HELL FUCKIN NO! People are just shit. Like seriously legit. They are shit. At least I know who is true and who my real friends are. I don't need the people who are gonna treat me like shit.
Personality wise; I'm just more mature and wise. I understand life more. My eyes are more open. I'm more confident. I don't have a problem sticking up for myself anymore. I never really did but I didn't stick up for myself in certain situations when I should have.

Sooo I realized that maybe this entry has just become a list of the journal entries I want to write about.
I think Im going to write about them over the next few days. Yay something to do

So the list will be as follows:
Weather
Israel
Boyfriend
Modeling
College
Friends

(The list is more for me then you. lol)