Its very hard...

to want something you can't have. But thats ok cause i'm kind of moving past it. He doesn't love me and i knew that, so it's easier to get past it. i'll be okay. maybe...

I miss the people on here, so bad. I sign on and there's this big wave of nostalgia that crashes over me, and i remember how much I needed this place this time last year. Probably, really, I still need it. I just don't have as much time to go crazy as I did last year.

Its very humoring to see how fast things change. Saddening, too.

I think I'll just drift back into good memories again.

Today was not a good day.
April 7th, 2009 at 11:57pm