45 Pointless Facts About Me.

1. I live in England, it's okay, but I don't like it.
2. I want to live in New York with my best friends.
3. I only have 3 friends that really matter to me, Jess, Danni and Georgina.
4. I am not a virgin.
5. I lost my virginity to an 18 year old guy when I was 13.
6. I was pushed into it.
7. Sometimes I think that guy might still just love me.
8. I'm obsessed with Music, I love it and without it, I probably wouldn't be here.
9. I've tried to commit suicide 4 times.
10. I didn't do it because of the people I thought I would hurt.
11. I love my parents, no matter how much I don't show it.
12. Sometimes I just want to break the rules so I’m not seen as the goody two shoes in school.
13. I hate swimming.
14. Summer is my favourite season.
15. Me and my best friend Danni have best friend bracelets from Claire’s accessories.
16. Sometimes, I live my life to post secrets I read.
17. Gerard Way is no longer my idol, Hayley Williams is, because she has so much more confidence in herself than anyone else.
18. I wish I was plastic so guys would want me.
19. I'm over weight and people who think that's wrong can get lost. Even though I hate it.
20. I used to hate Lyn-z until she got pregnant, now I see how happy she makes Gerard and I hope they have the most wonderful life together.
21. I want a baby, even though I’m only 14.
22. I'm Bisexual and hated for it.
23. I want to sleep with my science teacher.
24. I wish the stories I write on here would, one day, come true.
25. American's get all the luck.
26. Josh Franceschi will always have my heart, even though he doesn't even know I exist and he'll never ever meet me.
27. I want to kiss Hayley Williams, most people think I’m a freak because of it.
28. I have red hair and get called a Hayley wannabe on a daily basis from people on the internet.
29. I fear I’m good enough to use, but not good enough to love.
30. I want to be a writer or a journalist, truth is, I know my writing isn't good enough for that.
31. Sometimes I worry that no one will love me as much as my dog does.
32. I can't sleep in a double bed without anyone with me, it reminds me of being used by Him
33. I don't fear dying; I fear that I will know its happening.
34. Twilight made me cry.
35. I cried at a YouMeAtSix concert.
36. I want to be a female rock singer, even though I know I’m not good enough.
37. When the judges on American Idol are mean to the contestants I just want to hug them.
38. People who judge people because of their life choices should die.
39. I’ve never been the same since I discovered Audrey Kitching and I don’t know why.
40. I believe living by lyrics is best thing I can do.
41. To me, Hayley Williams is right. Second Chances, They Don’t Ever Matter, People Never Change.
42. My family is split in two because of my cousin.
43. I have blue eyes and blue eyes don’t lie; How true that is!
44. I have more internet friends than real ones, it makes me feel real.
45. I wish I was still a virgin, so I could loose my virginity to someone who really matters to me.