This is my kind of place

To get you to realize just how tired I am...

You only saw the dark side of me
Bring me back to my reality
I have lost my belief..."

I don't know what I could say
To get you to listen and hear how serious I am
I don't know what I could do
To get you to see what it is exactly that you're doing to me
I'm don't know what it'll take
To just get you to understand

"Without you I fail in every way
Picture a world for me where I can stay
Without you I break in every way
Imagine a place for us where you and I stay"

I feel like I'm walking down a hallway
Cool white tile
And bare feet
Walls on both side
But made of glass
One reflective
And the other a two sided mirror
Both with a strip of tape across the top
With words I can understand
But that don't make since after being said so many times
The kind where
When you say them so much
They start to feel foregin and uncomfortable on the tounge

"I have lost the will to fly
With broken wings I can..t even try
I have lost my belief"

On one side I can only see the mess I've become
The person walking beside me
Who looks like me
Smiles and laughs like me
Cries like me
But isn't me

"Without you I fail in every way
Picture a world for me where I can stay
Without you I break in every way
Imagine a place for us where you and I stay"

She's what I want to be
What I need to be
The person I once was
Walking hand against hand
Like a lover or a friend
The cool glass reminding me it's just a memory
Who's following my slow pace
It's hard to understand why memories hold our hands
But people let go

"Picture a world for us
Promise to set me free
Imagine a place for us
A promise will set me free"

Using my hand against hers to lead the way
As my attention is only on the other wall
The other mirror
The one where I can see everyone else
And all they can see is themselves
Not sure whether I want to be a part of that world
Or if I want to stay in my hallway
With the dim lights
And the cool floor
With only one beginning
And one end
No other ways out
I feel like they should wonder
The other people
Wonder what's behind that mirror
Wonder what It'd be like to be the one staring back

"Without you I fail in every way
Picture a world for me where I can stay
Without you I break in every way
Imagine a place for us where you and I stay"

.When.Was.The.Last.Time.Anyone.Did?.