Frustrated!

Ahh! I just wanna scream at my mother. She just doesn't get it! So far this week, i've cried infront of her 3 times, while trying to explain to her why I would like to see a councelor. All she says back is "you aren't depressed, you're just a teenager!" I know that! I'm not trying to pretend like i'm horribly depressed, but it seems thats what she's recieving on her end of the broken communication line. She makes me so angry! I just want to tare the walls down around me, and run away. I know I probably wont run away, im too stupid to, but i feel like if something doesn't change or happen soon i'm going to go comepletely mental! Seriously. FRICK!!!!! Perhaps what I'm feeling is just normal teenage frustration, but it feels so heavy! I just wish it would go away. I don't even know why I feel this way!!! There isn't really a reason for me to be angry or sad, I just am.
April 14th, 2009 at 12:17am