I'm confused, can someone clarify this for me please?

Degausser - When I'm talking to myself I'd always rather be talking to you. says:

oh I see. I figured you most probably love me alot more than I love you. It's hard for me to open up to people alot of the time and I do really care about you

That was a convo between my boyfriend and I, he's now offline so I can't ask him what he meant.

Any ideas?????

Hmm need more words...

How is everyone?

Oh my father just got home and I get fish for dinner.

On other news, my shoes took all the skin off my feet so I walked home without shoes, it was a lose/lose situation. *cuts off feet*