the "broken picker outer" strikes again...

soooo..... anyone who's read my story "My Dull Depressing Life" and listens to Delilah radio may have come to the conclusion that I (like many Delilah listeners) have a broken picker outer as far as men are concerned. Well my broken picker outter struck again... I found a guy who is in a gang, uses drugs, is homless, alcholic, smokes (like a chimney), is a jerk. Not only did I give him my first kiss... but I also gave him my virginity.. I'm an idiot. We were only together a week, but I finaly wised up, and I'm breaking up with him. he threathened me.. I'm terrified of him. That's all I have to say.