Spin me around ..

I wanna get the feeling of having the first hug and kiss after not seeing
each other after 2 months. i've never felt it, would i be all excited?
or nervous? Anywayssss, just thought of it ( :

i miss him, terribly. even though we see each other in school everyday,
we still don't spend time with each other that much. .. projects -_-'
i don't know it's like somethings missing : P its telling me, 'i want it back.'
That feeling when we first talked and actually smiled. I mean my feelings for
you now is really getting stronger, but we're like so far away from each other.

You don't talk much like before, You only write your journals once in a while,
BUT, that's not bad, i promise. I'm just wondering .. why ? i hate that question but why ?
i want it answered as soon as possible.. Coz honestly, now that we've grown -attached,
i don't ever want to lose you .. i don't think i can handle that. Your too much to let go.
i don't know what will happen next if that happens. I can't imagine.

.. so yea. i just want it answered.

to: myStalker<3
- i will always love you, remember that.
May 12th, 2009 at 04:47pm