My Boyfriend

I really really like my boyfriend. Yes I snatched Dillon. lol. (Read my journal about my crush problem.) We have been going out for like three months and we haven't held hands. I sorta want to but I am afraid he will reject me. The thing is we always play footsie and poke each other. When I doubt that he likes me, I just remind myself that he said that he would die if I did.

Is he telling me that he loves me???

I have only told three people. But two of them were a mistake because after I said that they turned to them and said "Dillon, Hannah's dying."

I have the right to be pissed, right?

Well I was. Then recently my friend took my phone and text him " Hey Sexy do you want to kiss me?" So I got pissed again. But luckily he had lost his phone so I had time to tell him about it at school before he saw it.

Well just wanted to get that out their.