Bits of lyrics that mean something to me

Besides the first one, these are all songs off of Papa Roach's album "Getting Away With Murder"....Venjoy

Papa Roach-The Paramour Sessions-To Be Loved

I got a jet black heart
Its all fucked up and
It's falling apart

Papa Roach-Getting Away With Murder(Album)

I will forgive but I won't forget
And I hope you know you've lost my respect

Cause I've lost my innocence
And I'm a stranger, A life changer
I'm a man thats not afraid of danger
I walk my own path, and blaze my own trail
Because I'm not afraid to derail
I won't get in line or be a middle man
So fuck you I'll make my own plan
And I got respect and I don't neglect
The people that I really care to protect
Am I a failure if I got nothing to lose
No, I'm not a failure, I got something to prove

I have climbed these walls before
And I'm not scared anymore
There's a time to lead and a time to follow

Why does the truth always have to hurt?

I'm burning in the heavens
And I'm drowning in a hell
My soul is in a coma
And none of my friends can tell
That I'm reaching out and getting nothing
This is just a story of a broken soul

Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain

Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
What creates my own madness
And I'm addicted to your punishment
And you're the master
And I am waiting for disaster

I hit the bottom and I don't even care
Some say I'm going to hell but I'm already there
Sick and tired of being sick and tired

Now I'm full of guilt and shame
I can't point a finger cause theres no one to blame

I have become everything I never wanted to be

I'm really getting sick of myself
Cause when I look into the mirror, I see somebody else

You made my life completely miserable
You drove me to the edge, you've caused me all this pain
But I've always loved you 'cause you're oh so special
I'm broken and I'm alone and I cannot maintain

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane

Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I'm dreamin about tomorrow, I'm thinkin of yesterday, I consume myself in sorrow this moment in time is what I betray, I
am searching for the answers

look around sometimes I get sad, 'Cause my life
is spinning out of control

I never know what you want, I never know what you need, it was different from the start, when you cut me in two I never
thought I would bleed, but I am searching for the answers

hold on to your dreams, Because your nightmares might seem like they're your reality

Today I saw my hero fall apart,
The one who taught me to be strong,
On the outside I look fine,
But on the inside I am dying
My strength is overcome by pain
My love for you remains the same
The loneliness is setting in
I have no one to free my sins

It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die
It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's yours and mine

Now it's my turn to help you out,
'cause you were there when I was down,
It's hard for me to see you this way
Losing all your sanity
You helped me to keep my dreams alive,
Without you how will I survive?
It's time for me to be a man
Now I finally understand

I've got passion and a reason,
And I won't neglect my emotions,
Because I wanna spill, spill my guts,
But I don't want to pick them up,

I’ve walked amongst the living dead
And I’m sick of the voices that are in my head
I’ve taken the ride and I’ve danced with death
I had nine lives and I’ve got one left

I'm never alone ‘till I hit rock bottom
(I’m not afraid to fall)

I’m so fucking stubborn and so fucking rotten
(Hit the bottom)