Hell At School

In my blog/journal entry from December 2008, I swore to myself that I wouldn't focus on those bullying me at school anymore. Those that are still bullying me are making my life at W.B. Saul High School a living hell. I've had my IPOD Video stolen during my PE class. I've been getting more verbal abuse going at me for no reason. I can't trust anyone at my school because of what happened at the beginning of my 10th grade year. Some of my friends have gone against me behind my back and have been talking shit about me.

My parents say "Ignore them". Better said than ever done in SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MANY situations. I feel like I'm loosing my mind at this cursed hell-hole. They wanted me to come here because of my Type 1 Diabetes, I leve not very far from the school, and that my older brother did good and never had this kind shit happen to him. They know what I go through here and constantly refuse to let me either transfer school or get home-schooled. They want me to be "Hard working and more social". This shit I have to go through day-to-day here is causing me to never be focused on my work and is making my socialization problems even more worse than they are.

I don't know what to do anymore. I'm going insane and loosing control of my emotions from going through this shit everyday I'm here. Please give me some help or advice to my issue.
June 3rd, 2009 at 05:55pm