*Brighter*

My heart is in a pickle. i cannot feel like im doing the right thing, when so many things go wrong with my choice. i cant leave them, i cant. my heart is bleeding, im pleading, what do i do? leave them or do whats best for my future. I love them. they make me smile. my best friend is coming with me, which helps, but i still dont know if its the right thing. everything is so confusing in this thing called life. why do things have to be so complicated? choices that were never made.... with a life that doesnt wanna go through hell...