Thurday, 11 June 2009

Tonight was absolutely fucked. Its two in the morning right now. Sammys mum wants us to break up, Sam is confused about her feelings and I think she is wondering if she shouldbreak up with me. Tonight the way she wrote her messages while I was at work made it sound like she was, and I went fucking nuts. My hand still hurts like a mad bitch from punching things in the freezer...

I guess the only way to get closer to her is to become more distant. As fucked up as that is.

Kate didn't get to buy me grog tonight because she didn't realise the grog shops all shut at like 10. So that sucks ass, but it was alright having Norry and Bigs and them come over, at like 11 30. But then I spent most the night in the shower... Sigh...