Rambled Words of Forgotten

Far too much seems to be happening at this moment. I don't know what to think of a thing any longer. Thoughts frazzled deep inside locking me far off from reality. Loathing emotions for frightened moments as reactions. No fun comes of horrid beats of mind to mind within mind. Simpler lives lead out through complex meanings if happiness and love. These chemical creations bearing more than what assumed. Just backing up a minor moment in explination leading to loathing lust-fueled fire. Stopping dead for major mistakes coming within your simplistic hearts. Pounding out not a truth with lies surrounding. Listen closely to the words spoken toward one without secret sources. Having just a dead end hit square on when here I stood all along. You'd never hypothisize the thoughts thunk within my wrinkled cave. A cavern carved of mush and brain with emotions stir left to glue it all together. How can we continue on knowing just what's needed for truths without lies ruling off a straight line? A clue of how not thunk up for moments waste away on booze and cigarettes. Alcoholic drinks imprint life long lessons of life's regrets while deep under in a land know only to oneself. Smoke inhaled with toxic fumes plaguing far within plush, pink lungs, tainting the colour in hatred I'd pure. Keep on working, moving forward in a land of now where happiness fades off within the sunset. I never guessed I'd turn so hostile toward people given a chemical creation brought about fir happiness and helpfulness. Aye, but here I stand within this bleeding world one not but one disire, darkening my tainted soul as faded away my thoughts flew off. No more shall I stick to just one world. Why taint one when I could taint them all? Aye, and smile as I leave just to taint it all. He knows truth, I've spoken such to him. Sorry I shan't hear that voice I've long to fall deep into with conversations of bleeding blushes and giddy giggles. We're stuck with blacked out text of words spoke from hand not mouth. I show sorrow for hurting you so. M'dear, I fear we may never meet again. Have that be? Know truth: I think I love you, as well.