He's dead....

My cat died yesterday at 12:44
I don't know what to do.
He died in my arms.
But he had a nice, long life.
I can't get the image of his stiff body lying in the hole that we dug in the ground...
It is so depressing.
I loved him so much.
I guess I need to just think about the good times.

I was almost having seizures(sp?) from crying so hard.

I took his life for granted. Now I regret it...

.: Vamps :.