The Ghost of You

This is for her. The girl I used to love. You know who you are. God, there are so many things I wish I could still say to you. After all this time, I've moved on, I've found someone I love very much, but you and your ways are still ingrained on me, and I have to say this. I'm done with you, I've decided to move on. I hold no regret anymore, I don't hate you and I still love you. Of course I don't love you the way I did, but I will never stop loving you. You were my first. Nothing can change that. But you are not the one. She is the one. Thank God I realized that. This is goodbye. Of course I'll see you again, but this is goodbye to what we were, and what we could have been. I know you never liked airing out your dirty laundry in public, but this is the only way I could get to you. I know you read my journals, and I know you are reading this. So there's one last thing I'd like to say: I'm sorry. I know you're good at heart, despite what they say, and I love you.

This song has always reminded me of you.

The Ghost of You - My Chemical Romance

I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I did, we'd be together right now
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
Ever...

Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall
If I fall (down)

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...