can you help me out?

over the past few months i have lost alot of friends that i hung out with all the time. between people stilling my pill that i need! just to sell them for money to pay a ticket, and people stilling tori's birth control (tori= love you my life). we both have lost everyone that we have come to know as friends. i had an friend over the other day or, ex-friend. i mean he is cool but, all he thinks about is getting drunk or high. me and tori have stopped that together and i would never do it behind her back. so that is just not working you know what i mean?
i am at home with nothing to do, noone to call (tori is busy) and noone to hang out with. any ideas? i mean i have wrote a story today. i have not put it on here yet. i have talk to people on here in chat and played every video game i have over and over. i have nothing to do. come on give me some ideas. i would just about do anything right now.

with love,
-Austin

(thanks for listening)