Not Worth It

I thought maybe I could actually be a good person for him, help him heal, but now I realize I never will. He deserves the world, and I can't give that to him. He deserves happiness, and it seems I can't bring that to him, either. I can't do anything to keep happiness his way. All I want is for him to smile a real smile, laugh a genuin laugh, and be purly happy. I'm noticing now I'm not the person to bring it to him. I love him, so much, but I'll never be able to do such things. I'll only keep messing things up. I just want good for him. I'll suffer the heat from a thousand suns if it'd make him happy. I just hope that one day, it'll happen, and he'll be happy…For real.

I'm sorry for any spelling or grammer issues. This was written on my phone.