I feel so weird lately and it freaks me out. I had a socializing period but now I have diverted back to my old self, and I get that melancholy mood all the time, I always find myself thinking about old memories. Like how I was in my old school, how much fun I had. I am not unhappy, but I can't really think out what I am supposed to do.
At some time I was in the ''social butterfly'' mode, but now the summer has begun and I just can't drag myself out. I mean I can, but I don't feel any fun that way. The summer that awaits me is so long and usually I am happy at this time, but now, I feel so indifferent, I am a little sad that I don't have anything good to do. I gave in many CV-s, I can only hope that I get to do something, but I'm not hoping much.
It's so frustrating to hear other people being all ''happy-go-lucky'' that they have something to do - work, summer fling etc. (Romance is so nice, eh...) And at the same time, I just sit here.
I thought that I should take up writing stories because I have time or draw, which I like very much, but still, summer is here and I don't feel any excitement.
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