all in all is all we are.

i can't say for sure, because i don't know for sure.
but, people are starting to learn things about me that only jerry and haley know.
i know that haley wouldn't spread things around.
and i know that jerry would.
one of the things he said in our last conversation was that he knows all my secrets.
i guess that was a threat, or something.
well congratulations to him, it worked.
people are asking me if things are true, and talking to each other about it.

everyone now knows everything.
an old friend of mine was agreeing with the stuff he was saying.

i've stoped talking to him.
i haven't ever spread any rumour about him.
i don't send him messages, i don't do anything.
i have basically no contact with him, and he still does this to me.
he wants me to just feel hurt for the rest of my life.

[in my journal entry, the one where i said "thanks a lot, jerry." or whatever, that's all the things he said to me.]

this is stressing me out so bad. ugh.
i guess he wins.
congrats, jerry. you won.

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