I care too much about my 'friends'....

It's true. My mum's always said it, that i'm too loyal to these people who are supposed to be my friends.

I was friends with these two for about seven years, and now, they don't want to know me. I even lived with one for six months after my mum moved. Now, she hates me.

The other left my life the day she got with her boyfriend, no lie. We had the same dreams. The same ambitions. Now she doesn't care about any of that.

Lisa saved my life, no doubt about it. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her. But she doesn't care any more.

And it breaks my heart everyday, even more because they don't seem to notice, they don't even seem to miss me.

I guess it goes to show that friendship really isn't that important to some people.

It always has been to me, because I never had much of a family, so my friends i've always been my family.

Now I have no family. And i've lost my'best friends'.

But because of this i've seen who really cares. And it's not who I expected.
July 1st, 2009 at 01:34pm