Whats the point?

Whats the point of living if i'll die?
Whats the point of trying if all that work will someday be nothing?
Whats the point of carrying on without that bullet in my head if i'm empty?
Whats the point of loving if he'll never love back?
Whats the point in praying he'll come round when he won't, at least not for you?
Whats the point of thinking when i forget my thoughts?
Whats the point in staying around when all i ever do is go up and down and up and down?
I'm blue right now, yesterday I was white maybe tommorrow i'll be black so whats the point in hanging on?

If you know the answer to at least one of these question, please comment or message me I'd like to know!