I'm in another blue AKA the world without me

Argh! lately i can't seem to shake blue. Even when I'm happy I'm stuck in that ocean of unwanted depression or whatever you call it! I mean today I ate soup and played oblivion with my brother and we didn't fight once but i'm still really sad! I mean SOUP with one of those really big spoons, smaller then a ladel and a giant mug of chocolat milk!
I can't help but think about the world without me. There would be less bad, cliche humor, less spoiledness and less rants that have no point and take up your time just so someone (me) can talk about they're depression!
No one would have me around to annoy them, my mum wouldn't have to hate her daughter and yell at her every second. Altogether I think life without me would be better.
And no one has to worry about another me cause who could be so bad humored and who could dress so slutish without actually being in the slut crowd? God, i have got to stop wearing tank tops!
I bet even this rant is full of spelling and grammatical errors and no one could get through it without their head exploding. I have to find a way to break out of the blue! Ideas anyone?