Freaking out

I can't sleep now at all. A few minutes ago my dad came in and told me he spotted a helicopter out flying around(It's nearly three in the morning, by the way). So, I let it blow by me, not thinking much about it.

My dad then went outside to see what the buzz was about and came in shortly afterward....helicopter just flew overhead....tell me that there were cop cars going back and forth down the streets. So now I'm freaking out. He's saying they've got to be looking for someone and....passed overhead again....to check all of the doors.

The doors are now all locked and I am still freaking out. I don't want some person busting through a window and taking us all hostage or something. I'm constantly seeing searchlights go by outside my window and I don't know what to think now. I'm confused, frightened and I can't even think about sleeping now.

I'll probably hear about it tomorrow on the news but....I don't know. Now everything is in silence.

Maybe I spoke to soon, it just passed over our house once again. This is freaking me out and I guess this journal has no point other than calming me down. It's keeping me occupied and keeping my thoughts off of everything, in a way. A vent, I suppose.