It's not...dating T_T

In the journal that I posted before, I told you about a "date" I had with this guy, Joseph.

Well, yesterday I learned that he had a girlfriend, not me.

I'm really really...depressed.

It makes me feel like I'm not good enough for him... And thinking that I was going out with him made me feel.. pretty. I felt on top of the world, like no one can stop me. Now, I'm just torn to shreds... Now I feel... not pretty. I look at myself now and see the girl who can't get a guy to save her life.

I really thought he was different, but apparently not. I still got my heart broken. Again.

Whatever
Xoxo
allie