Shit sucks, man.

So I think I'm just bummed because my best friend cheated on her boyfriend of two years with a guy I really liked, but I don't know.
Every single day is the same old shit. Sit at home, work, or 'party'.
All of which are NOT fun things to do.
Fuck this town, fuck parties, and fuck casual sex.
I really cannot even begin to fathom how people can go and fuck random people at parties, much less why friends would.
I could never have sex with anyone without being in a committed relationship.
Ever. The thought of it just makes me cringe. D:
I'm probably just bummed out because there's absolutely NOTHING new.
I need change. I've needed change for a while.
I don't think I can survive here anymore.
Ugh.