as our Mikey leaves us. you will be missed. and you will always be loved!

i really don't know what to say.
but i thought i should do something for Mikey.
i miss the hell out of him.
i still cant believe hes gone.
and she tells me i shouldn't miss him.
but i do! very much so
i feel like i should blame someone. like its someones fault.
but who's?
"God's?"
hah people always blame him.
look how far that got them.
as for me...i don't think this whole god thing is as good as most think.
if there is a god why would he take people we love from us so young?
i mean 18? really?
who really deserves to go that soon?
he just made it out of high school.
not even a month ago.
it just doesn't seem right.

i block it out of my head when the suns up.
but as soon as darkness falls...
i wish it was me and not him.
he wanted so much more from life than me.
and now that hes gone I'll be dammed if I'm going to live a 'normal' life.
Mikey thought life was the best thing! no matter what it threw at him.
he always said thats life and kept going.
everyday i will live it for Mikey.

rest in peace my Michael Daniel Francis!
always in our minds. forever in our hearts.
you will never be forgotten!

i love you kid! don't ever forget!