Dear You.

I tried so hard to be that one person that you could always count on. I cared for you and showed you nothing more than friendship and love. I was there when you needed someone to talk to.

Why? Please tell me why you hurt me so much? What did I ever do to you?

I fell in love with you and you acted the same way towards me. You had me fooled that you actually cared about me. I took down my walls for you. I let you into my heart and all you did was rip it apart. I said to you in the beggining, "Please don't hurt me." And you told me that you never would. That you wouldn't even dare.

So, why am I sitting here now? Why am I crying so hard over you?
I feel so used and worthless. I feel now that because of you, I'm never going to take down my walls again. Now I know how much trouble that will get me into.

Man, I was so fucking stupid to think that you were different. I was so stupid to believe half the bullshit you were telling me.

Well, you can go ahead and be with her. If that's what you really want. If that will make you happy then so be it.

I don't know how you'll sleep at night knowing that you killed me inside.