I'd like to leave my life behind.

and start a new one. I'm discontent and nothing's going right. I hope someday it'll turn around and I'll find whatever is missing from my life. I hope I can discard those who cause me harm, if they'll let me. I don't want them to be part of my life anymore. And right now, "them" is mainly directed toward one person. I feel like I should move on from this life. It holds only unpleasant memories. No, I don't mean killing myself either. I just mean that I need a change. I need to feel that happiness, that natural high that's like air to some. I need to feel that wonderful sense of belonging that I've never had. I need to feel love from someone who's never hurt me. I need new people in my life, along with keeping the old ones who mean so much to me. I just need something more than this... <3