the thing that haunts me.

Okay, the reason why i feel shitty is because i'm afraid that my boyfriend is going to like my friend.. like.. MORE than like.

Before you ask any questions or like that, i need to tell you why.

My ex boy friend (who was my bf when it happend) ate out my best friend (who was my best friend, but no longer is)

and a couple days ago, i decided to forgive my friend. and now i'm super paranoid that when she comes to spend the night (idk if that will happen) and when she meets my current bf, its going to happen again.

and now i'm prolly drving my bf insane because of this.

Ugh. can i just end my life?