disgusting piece of shit!

you know what i just found out? the guy i fooled around with in the backseat of his car was... married! im 17... he was 21... but who the fuck gets married that early? and you know what's worse? my best friend, who pimped me out to him(so to speak), knew the whole time! she said "you need to get out more, fuck more guys... like me!" i am no whore like her, i dont fuck random guys i just met, i might kiss them but that's different. its not like im giving myself away, its just making out! she's telling everyone im a home wrecker! ha excuse me bitch i didnt know he was married, you did though! which makes this so much worse... i feel used, disgusted and i want to kill him and her!