The Hospital

I have been back and forth to the hospital since may and getting really tired of it. alittle. It is just the fact that I dont really like the hospital that much. I am not scared of hospitals or anything I actually want to become a doctor I just really dont like them. I still want to be a doctor though because I want to help kids.
My brother has been in the hospital because he has a birth defect. Sometimes I feel a little left out but sometimes I know my mother is trying her hardest. There is only so much one person can do.
I was thinking about writing a story about my feelings or the situation I am in. But the story would have a twist on it. Some of the stuff would be fiction. I thiunk it would help me in alot of ways. Because deep down inside I think I am tramatized. I mean maybe you would be also if you saw your brother dead for 8 minutes and then brought back to life, and you thought it was your fault.
So I really think I should write a story and get my feelings out. Waht do you guys think? Comment, PLEASE!!!!!