Scrubs

It's a poem by that famous poet lady, and i'm not some kinda poet so i don't know who but it's got a message that i'm really wondering about. Letting your dreams go. In the poem it's about dreams that can never be achieved but i have a different problem. My dream is perfectly achievable and i could easily do it but love doesn't want me too. My Dream is to move to Slovakia for a year of college and a summer. I've always had this dream since i was like 7 and now i can final do it! But i love her so much and she doesn't want me to go, and i don't want to leave her but she can't go with me! I have trouble saying goodnight to her almost every night knowing i won't be able to talk to her again until the next morning, how could i ever go a year without seeing her? I have every intention of marrying her but she'll never go to Slovakia. but what would it be like if i did go away for a year, would things still be the same between us? would she wait for me to come back home? would i be true to her while i was away? It' s tooooo hard a decision, i can never make it..i know if i lose her i'd be nothing, but i know a dream like this, the only dream I've ever held onto and actually able to accomplish, would eat away at me forever if i never lived the dream.......=