Well ohk, two nights ago I was laying in bed reading when I noticed my vaginal area was hurting everytime I situated myself on my bed to get comfortable. I didnt think much of it; until it also became itchy. So I investigated, naturally I didnt think it would be anything, but I found a lump/bump/sore.
It was big, like a small pea almost, and in lighter terms the poopy hit the fan. I have had sex with two different boys, [background; first boy I loved and we were both virgins. Six months later we got into a fight and broke up, so I rebelled over everything I was I had sex with one of my guy friends who has only had sex two times with two girls I already kinew. Then I got back together with the first boy and we are still together now.]
Anyways, I thought "Ohh god, a bump that hurts its herpes." And I had to ask myself how could I have gotten them. And heres a few ways I thought of;
1. My first boyfriend Cheated on me, and he gave them to me.
2. One of the girls the second boy had sex with had herpes.
3. "Ohh piss, I knew I shouldnt had peed on that Walmart toilet!"
Well number one was out, and so was number two for sure. And then I did my homework and it said "skin-to-skin contact", so that ruled out number 3. But since Im a worry wart, I confinced myself 2 had to be the thing that had happend.
The next day I checked and it had looked kinda bigger, so I told my boyfriend. Which I was in tears, I knew he was thinking that my friend has given them to me even though he said "Ohh you dont have them", but he got mad at me as soon as I said "theres a bump on the in side of my lip, down there." Which in return, only made me bawl more and him more agitated.
Well he looked at it, and we did more "research". He talked me down from my ledge, he told me that "It doesnt look like it, they come in multiple pairs," and he promised it wasnt herpes. Even through his tries, I was still unconvinced. I just knew it was, god was punishing me for somthing.
My boyfriend ended up leaving, and I told my mom. She made me pull down my pants in the living room, with the windows open, and spread 'em wide. She looked at it, and she said it was an ingrown hair, I couldnt see how, basicly what is a pimple with a wirey center, could get that big in my vagina.
Again, she made me go up stairs and spread my legs again and stick a needle in it, mean while she was right up in my space with a front row seat to the whole freak show. I was craping myself thinking about sticking a needle in my vagina to pop this hard painful lump that could be herpes. She made me do it anyways against my displeasures. [Let me mind you, this thing hurt like heck, and pushing on it hurt even worse.]
Nothing happend, I didnt get anything out of it. That moment made me a believer that it was the STD, known as herpes.
That night, I went to go pee and whiped. This puss looking stuff was on the paper, I reached for a mirror and looked at my score. It looked smaller! I pushed on it, and more pimple puss came out, along with a big hair. I've never been so happy to have an in grown hair in my life. The pea size bump is gone, and Im at ease. Thank god people know better than me, I thought a in grown hair was herpes. Hey, I never said I was the brightest light bulb in the tanning bed. :PP
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