ugh.

so, zach broke up with me because he thought i was cheating on him.
[i wasn't. at all.]
he was really pissed. whenever i'd cry, he'd say it was a guilt trip.
whenever i'd tell him i didn't do anything, he'd call me a liar.
he yelled at me, "f-ck me? f-ck you! f-ck you! go puke. go puke up your food."
he sucesfully made me feel like sh-t.

then, he was saying sh-t to hal, as if i wasn't going to hear that.
i can't believe he'd talk so much sh-t about me, when i didn't do anything.

anyways, he called me today and asked me out. what the f-ck.
he makes me feel like the stupidest, ugliest person alive, then expects me to get back with him.
which i kinda almost did, not sure why. i just said "i dunno."

f-ck this.

-em.