Dear people are wasting their time reading this entry,
no, please, stay and read this! i'm in desperate help. there's this boy and it's so complicated with him. when we were just friends, we were so perfect. socliche. i know, i know. but, then i gave him a chance and now i feel awkard. him and i get along great, but there's just a great big missing gap of the puzzle that i can't seem to find. the missing piece.
we laugh. we fight. that's about it. that's how we are, that's our relationship.
but then again..
i'm stuck in the middle of it all. we never see each other and that's neither of our faults. we can't trust one another, just because. he reminds me of my own worst enemy; a completely different body. i want the enemy. i have another boy. do i have the wrong person?
and then there's so many other boys right on the side, waiting for me. literally.
there's B. there's M. there's N. there's J.
(I'm not revealing their real names, sorry.)
what is this feeling that's inside my gut?
what is this feeling?
August 4th, 2009 at 04:53am