I'm in Love with My Best Friends Brother

So last month i realized that I'm in love with my best friends brother. He's older than me, and other wise untouchable. Last week, Sonny (my bff) told him, and their WHOLE, family that I was like obsessed with him. All he did was chuckle and smirk. Every girl who knows him is instantly in like with him, but i've known him for EVER. This is new to me and I already feel like the game of love is not my can of beans. I see him at least twice a week, and last sunday, I was sitting in church and I glanced over at him and he was smiling at me. I think he was probably inwardly mocking y feelings. I'm so retarded. Does anyone have any advice for me???

love (i hope someone does),

-- Lizzy Rain--
August 5th, 2009 at 08:27pm