So much stress! Eh I could do without it for a while.

Ok I have been having some major stress lately and I am seriously am sick of it.
Yeah I know take lifes blows when they come to you but dang do you have to take every hit?
I usally have some knd of bull or drama going on in my familly.
Lately I have my normal problems but then I get two wammies.
Fist I end my marriage because I was tried of being lonely with my heart in tacked so I would be able to move on with my life.
Then I find a guy I really liked but I never had a fair shot with.
He kept me at arms length and before I knew it I was starting to fall for him.
I wasn't even looking to fall in love so soon after ending my marriage.
My heart pulled the rug from under me.
*sighs*
Then I found out my sister was rapped.
Something I didn't want her to know or feel what its like to have your innocence stolen from you.
Just to much pain.
Seems like this year is one of those years I will shutter when I look back on.
I am at a lost at the moment in my life.
Started off with so much hope this year but I have none now.
I am not even sure what I am doing anymore or what is the point.
I am just taking it day by day but its getting to the point where thats not enough anymore.
I know two things.
I wish I could stop loving the person I fell for and beat the rappest SOB that raped my sister.
Thats all I know at this point.
Don't bother to ask about other things because everything is up in the air and who knows where or what its going to land in next.

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